Am I getting shy?

I have to say that I am a very comfortable speaker. You can put me in front of the biggest crowd and tell me to talk to them about anything and it's no problem. But everytime I talk to you I get this feeling .... can it be..... ME NERVOUS. Come on, it can't be. I get that excited and scared feeling that I haven't felt in years. I feel like I can't speak through the smile that's glued to my face.